I can't do anything because i can't pay attention to things. My head is empty. Why do you appear on earth? Love you or hate you, i don't know. But i certainly know i hate myself. I can't control myself. That is the worst problem. I spend time making silly things, hic. I had been like that, once or twice, i'm sorry. I don't remember what i did to get out this state. I waste so much time. I'm too weak.
