How do you feel when we have an open secret? You pretend, i pretend, people who concern pretend to know nothing about what is happening. Sometimes, i feel like i'm naked in the crowded street but i can do nothing, hic. Because i'm not intelligent, strong and brave, God give me the intuition to survive. I don't exactly know what happens, but i feel what is happening. Yes, i feel and i believe in my feeling. And i don't know how to do, what to do.